A coward is giving up on their life
Debilitated by meaningless strife
To feel maybe that they got what they deserved
I'll question and question my sense of what's real
A dilemma between a euphoric state
Of ignorance, sloth, and the most peaceful of fates
Or striving to learn, just to suffer, decay
If knowledge is pain, then let it be so
My guts are rising up into my throat
My lungs are on fire, I'm starting to choke
But the coldest of coals are fueling the train
The moment that I stop using my brain
If you are searching for the savior on high
See where it's created - inside of your mind
And pick your head up, stand yourself tall
For the creator of gods must be the strongest of all
If I have a reason to wake up today
It's because I own nothing except for my fate
The space between my crib and my ashes
Appears to have meaning 'til this train crashes
So I'll look to myself to find motivation
And I won't sit idle on the tracks at the station
Atmospheric black metal band Sadness and experimental screamo band To Be Gentle channel intense emotions on this split single. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 28, 2021
Eve Beeker of screamo band To Be Gentle stretches her solo work in new experimental directions on this EP, a meditation on gender & healing. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 10, 2021